I can't get this pressure point out of my head
I can't get this pressure point out of my head
I feel it in work, you know, I feel it in bed
I can't get this pressure point out of my head
I've paid all my bills and I've acted so well
Ain't been cheating, there's nothing to tell
So why all this pressure, I dont understand
I call on my neighbours, and lend them a hand

Doctor, oh doctor, I'm willing to learn
Well all of my bones, well they toss and they turn
Mother, oh mother, I'm begging you please
To rid me of madness and cure this disease

Maybe I told ya what I have become
With all of this pressure, my mind's on a run
Why maybe its changing, let's hope for the best
Maybe it's something to get off my chest

Doctor, oh doctor, I'm begging you please
To rid me of madness and cure this disease
Mother, oh mother, I'm willing to learn
Well all of my bones, well they toss and they turn

pressure pressure pressure pressure...
PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE...
Pressure pressure pressure pressure...
PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE...

Blink 182 - Shut Up

"Shut the fuck up, she said, I'm going fucking deaf.
You're always too loud, everything's too loud.
Now that all my friends left, this place is fucking dead.
I wanna move out, when can we move out? This shit has got to stop.

I'll run away.

Get the fuck up, she said,
Your life is meaningless,
It's going nowhere, you're going nowhere.
You're just a fuck up ,she said, I'll live alone instead.
She said you don't care, I know I don't care.

I'll never ask permission from you,
Fuck off I'm not listening to you.
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home.

I got too fucked up again, and passed out on the plane.
Try to forget you, I can't forget you.
No sleep on this flight, I'll think about the nights
We had to get through. How did we get through?

I'll never ask permission from you,
Fuck off I'm not listening to you.
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home.

I'll run away.
I think it's time that I should leave.
I think it's time that I should leave.
I think it's time that I should leave.
I think it's time that I should leave.

I'll never ask permission from you,
Fuck off i'm not listening to you.
I'm not coming home, I'm never going to come back home.

I'll run away.
I think it's time for me to leave..."

i found this today and it reminded me how much i love mary lynn rajskub, so i had to rewatch some of the other hilarious stuff she did...

i think i died and went to heaven....

what an absolutely fan-freaking-tastic weekend...and its not even sunday yet! last night i hung out with a-dawg and her new law school friends, who seemed really cool and i enjoyed meeting. we had pizza and some booze and then went to dave & buster's where lots of silly-ness ensued. fun times!

today was shopping with mom. originally the plan was shopping and a movie, but we shopped til we dropped. i spent an OBSCENE amount of money, which was completely unplanned. i cant remember the last time i spent this much money in such a short amount of time. but god, it felt good! most people have heard of serotonin and dopamine -- those happy little neurotransmitter/hormone things that flood your brain with feel-good-ness. well, i think someone should research whatever neurotransmitter it is that gives me a buzz when i go on a shopping spree. seriously. and if no one has done this yet, i call dibs on naming it. shop-atonin or sho-pamine or something. i dont care what it is, it just feels good.

and it was such an overwhelmingly positive shopping experience too! sometimes i feel too guilty about spending money on myself or bad about how things fit to have a completely blissful shopping experience. but today was all about the bliss - i just hit the jackpot! for example, since i am kinda in between sizes, finding jeans that arent too tight but not too baggy/frumpy either is a challenge. but i found some awesome jeans today (which prompted my mom to comment on how nice my ass looked...i love her!). and this red pea coat that ive been drooling over online is finally mine. it is super cute and will make a good fall/early winter coat. and i got a suit for my conference presentation that i am pretty happy with. and a bunch of other awesome stuff!

my mom and i decided to shop at the mall where my brother works at one of the cell phone kiosk things. we stopped by to say hi and my brother was all handsome and grownup looking. every time i see him i cant believe he is dressing himself! but, he insists that he is. its not just that he's wearing slacks, and button up shirts with ties (tho that always manages to surprise me). its the color combinations and level of style that he continues to impress me with. anyhow, we watched him work for a bit while we waited for him to get his lunch break so we could eat with him. it was funny cuz he could tell we were staring at him from across the way while he was working, and in turn we could tell when he became aware of us staring at him.

anyhow, it was a good day. im gonna shut my happy little materialistic self up now...

ha ha!!

i ordered my hoodie! last night when i checked before bed (some time between 10 and 11pm) they had plenty of my size left. as of a 8:30 this morning (when i purchased mine!) they only had a few left! phew!

a sign from god, or something...

i just got an email from threadless.com informing me that on Oct 16 (tomorrow!) all hoodies will be $25 (marked down from $40!!).

i am totally buying this "bad apple" hoodie.

i really REALLY want the tshirt version, but its not clear they will actually reprint it...and nearly half price for the hoodie? plus, it is just in time for the fall weather that finally decided to grace chicago. this hoodie is so mine! joy!

that makes for 2 threadless purchases in 2 days, and 3 snarky clothing purchases for the month. must reign in shopping impulses! but, not today (or tomorrow!).

ive always been a fan of sarcasm and snark, but lately my appreciation of smart-ass-y tshirts has been at an all time high.

i just bought a new shirt from threadless, which i am excited about. for the last week or two, ive been checking glarkware.com and threadless.com everyday for new items. today i hit the jackpot, hence my repeat on impulsive online tshirt buying.

i am desperately wanting this one from threadless! its out of print, but i have been voting to have them reprint it. if they dont, i may eventually buckle and buy the hoodie version, since thats all they have. i would even settle for the guy/unisex style tshirt instead of the girlie tshirt, but alas, they dont have those either.

in honor of andy's song tonight :)

i really shouldnt find this funny, but i do. oopsies.

ps

and also, i am WAY excited about the new widget at the top of my blog with Office video clips.

what can i say, i wear my obsession(s) on my sleeve. or my blog at least.

Ask me about the cool new shirt i bought myself...

anna requested a new post. this is the best i can do for now.

look at the cool new shirt i recently impulse shopped for! :)