i think my brain is broken...

oh. my. god. im done! i finished my maqe. im really really really done! and i didnt miss the deadline! holy crap, i survived! there IS a god. i am literally in tears - i am so happy and relieved to be done. i havent slept more than 2 hours for the last 2 or 3 days. i have missed tons of work (i dont even know how badly my budget is shot for this month yet...i dont even care! go ahead and evict me or cancel my credit cards - ill be the happiest homeless/poor person ever!). i have been drinking so much caffeine it makes me dizzy. but worst of all, i have been living in this black fog of anxiety. i...cannot...believe...its OVER!